December 16th, 2009


Writer's Block: Every ending is a beginning

If a loved one got diagnosed with a painful, terminal illness and asked you to help them terminate their life before they deteriorated, would you do it? If so, would you want to be present during their last moments?

....well, I don't know if I could do it. I know they'd be in pain but... I think that would be too much of a burden on me in either direction, whether I helped them or not. if I helped them, I would always have a sense of regret that there may have been a possible chance for them to get better, which even though they may have a terminal illness, you never know when a miracle may happen. and then if I did not help them, I would feel responsible for leaving them in such pain when they had asked me to help terminate their life... and knowing I was responsible for that would eat me alive.

I do know for sure that no matter what, I'd be by their side during their last moments if I chose to help them end their life. at the very least, I could give them all the support I could as they passed on...

Writer's Block: Name that tune

Is there any song you'll never grow tired of hearing? If so, what is it, how long have you loved it, and why?

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) by Green Day is one song I will never grow tired of hearing. I've loved it ever since I first heard it, and it's been a song that brings back many memories for me- sometimes happy, good memories, sometimes not. but no matter what the actual meaning of the song is, it's always left an important impression on me. and I know that even when I grow old and senile(because i'm sure I'll be some senile old lady when I grow up lol), I'll still love to listen to this song.

it's something unpredictable,
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Writer's Block: Smoke screen

What are your feelings towards smoking? What rights do you think smokers and non-smokers should have?

personally, I'm not a fan of smoking at all. smoking is highly addictive, it kills, and it smells terrible when people smoke around you. part of my negative feelings toward smoking comes from the fact that my Grandfather actually died from lung cancer caused by his unhealthy addiction, leaving my Grandmother with cancer herself. fortunately she was able to pull through, but the impact my Grandfather's death had on me was great enough to solidify a dislike towards smoking. because smoking took away the opportunity for me to get to know my Grandpa, to have him live to see me graduate or get married or anything like that. and on top of all that was the drugs and alcohol lesson I got in Elementry School that reinforced my weariness of ever smoking myself.

now I don't mind that people smoke. if they decide to smoke then that is their decision. I have a couple of friends who smoke actually, and they're great people. but when it comes to actually smoking, I find it very, extremely rude to smoke at public places like a bus stop or right in front of a building, since many people go by those areas and all those people are going to have to breathe in that smoke and the results of second-hand smoking are not pretty at all. non-smokers have just as much of a right to breathe in clean air as smokers have to smoke. so I feel that as long as smokers can take their smoking habit around the corner, or at least a good 10-20 feet away from a public entrance or a bus stop(I keep bringing up bus stops because time and time again one of the most common places I find myself confronted with smokers who really don't give a damn about the people around them are at bus stops), then things would be fine with me. and someone could smoke themselves to death and be happy about it while leaving the non-smokers without having to worry as much about second-hand smoke.